In this world we live in, Who can we trust?
So, Good evening to my late readers. Kudos to those of you that have tucked your children in tight and read them a good night story book. Kissed the kids to sleep. Or watered your plants lock your doors. Feed the cat or dog. We, I love both types of people. Who is out there? Ha, ha, not even funny.
Let me tell y’all like an open book what just happened to me. I went on an interview / date? It was at Subway like at 8 am or something like that whenever they open up. I literally , fell on the couch laughing so hard “he” wanted to take me out to eat at Subway? I was thinking something better than that. Steak and eggs perhaps. Mind you shits and giggles who even makes these things up? Well anyways so this guy charming, handsome, tall chocolate. Wink, wink. At least in his pictures he was more fit like muscle-bound. Shaking my head laughing out loud because I can hear my mom’s voice in my head saying “Keila, How do you even meet these guys?!” (crying _) Horrible not always but sometimes, Yes. Ugh please I kept my legs closed mom …be proud of me for once. And I know she is from time to time I’ve made it thus far and still alive. See, God has a plan for me bigger then the eye can see. Plus, I’m already pregnant for crying out loud. Do not be offended Keeping it real. Okay. But fine as I am as Rico would say “When God created you he was looking at heaven.” Oh yeah! Feeling myself right now even though I’m all alone!!!! Large let me add due to my pregnancy circumstances. Because I sent the kids to Grandma’s house the three oldest and Joshua my youngest with his kin folks and them. Taking VERY good care of him let me add. I called my sister because I realized I’m older now and all the sudden my wish came true. It’s peacefully quiet, yet too quiet I got scared and now I’m rambling on and on for no reason other than. This is fun and giving me something to do. Back to my story the SCAM I think I’ve put myself in hopefully not fingers crossed. I’ll wake up in the morning and everything will be okay. Long story short I filled out an application with this guy I met quiet frankly pretty skinny actually in real life. And I gave him my full social security number! On the application. WHY?!, What?!! The…. WHo does that?! ugh me. Stupid, stupid ol me. Too trusting of others yet who knows. Maybe I’ m making a big deal out of nothing. Praying he just gives me back my application. Without copying my SS#. down to scam me down the road. But really, if he gets anything from it can we split it? Cause at this point I can’t even get a loan let alone a new outfit as broke as I am at this point in my life. Breath in breath out. God’s got me and that’s all that counts. I know JESUS lives in my heart my soul is safe. If you don’t know about God and Jesus here is your chance. We can Pray this simple prayer together.
Dear God my Heavenly father, Hello my name is ________, you already knew that from all the hairs on my head from the time I was woven in my mother’s womb you knew me, I pray tonight you let your son Jesus Christ in my heart to stay for ever more the good, take the evil out and replenish my soul forever more I am yours to keep thank you for everything you’ve done in my life, Amen. In Jesus name we ask these things together as one. Amen.
Before I end this story I would also like to say that night after I ate at Subway in the morning. I realized it was Timothy’s SIX year DEATH anniversory for us. Tim is the father of my three oldest sons he died in April 2013. Yet he used to work at Subway and it’s the small things keeping him alive in my memory. We found true love on the West Side made a family together. His dynasty lives on till this day. Greif is real, the struggle is realer and the strength I carry on rises.
John 3:16 For GOD so loved the world that he gave his one and only son for who so ever believe in him shall not p erish but have everlasting life.
Read John 1:9
And my God will supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:19